The Darkness

In my whole life, I've never been so angry that I couldn't sleep until all of this divorce bullshit started. Now, whenever I get an email from Jen (guaranteed), I end up wide awake and seething for at least half the night.

If I start to drift off to sleep, I always wake up moments later from horrible, dark dreams which I can't bring myself to describe (beyond "horrible" and "dark").

So, do I stay awake miserable and angry, or do I try to suffer the dark nightmares of the deepest recesses of the reptilian part of the brain and get some sleep (even if it's not particularly restful)? This dilemma SUCKS.